Unsecure...

I don't know why
I just feel so unsecure after seeing all those messages
I know I shouldn't be thinking like that
I know that I should have faith in you
I know that I should trust you more than anything
But I just can't
I just feel like it was threatening me
I hate the feeling
I just feel very unsecure
I try not to bother
I try not to think about it
But it just couldn't keep me from feeling unsecure
I am afraid to lose you
I may be not be that understanding as ...............
I may not be that perfect as ..............
I may not be as caring as ..................
I may not be as loving as ..............
I should stop thinking about all that
I should stop comparing between me and .............
as I don't want to be like .............
I just want to be myself
Just live out myself
Not following what ............. did for you
I am who I am
I am ME,
not .......................
If i lost you I won't be regretting
as I am who I am when I am with you
At least I do not imitate somebody and treat you the way like they did
I don't dare to think about the promise you gave me
All that just seems to be so perfect
But I know there won't be anything as perfect as all that
I won't put my hopes high up for it
I don't want any disappointment
I just want to enjoy every moment when I am with you
At least I did treat you sincerely
At least I did love you with all my heart
At least I never did anything which betray you
I feel contented with all that already