Whole NEW me, whole NEW life

梦想...

2010-09-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

梦想...
我相信多数人都有自己的梦想
有梦想才会进步
有梦想才会努力

有梦就要敢梦
梦想并非一定要达到
对我来说
尽力就好

达到，不达到
又是另一回事
《小孩不笨》里的一首歌写道
“不在乎结果，只在乎过程”

或许，
有些梦是达不到的
那就看开些
不需要把自己的另一半也牵扯进来

梦想是你自己的
不是别人的
别人无需实现你的梦想
你也没这个权利要人家实现
你算哪根葱？

世界这么大
难道他就不能找到比你好的吗？
我想应该很容易
因为条件只是‘比你好的’

梦想，
每个人都有梦
要洋房，要车子，要这个，要那个
这些应该不算是梦想吧？
应该要有更大的梦才对！
这些只是欲望！

要这些，
自己努力赚点钱
无需为难爱你的那位买给你

不要用长不大的威胁手段
“如果你爱我你就买给我！”
这未免太孩子气了吧？
你也不小了。
年近三十
找到一个爱你的就嫁了算了吧
你还有什么条件说‘爱你就买给你？’

我实在看不下去了
有时真的很想问你
你是爱他，还是爱钱？
他没经济条件怎么买？

就算买了，
用什么来还？
就算还了他一个月剩多少？
每个人的经济能力不一样
难道你就不能体会吗？

你爱他吗？
爱他就体谅他

若是你爱钱，
那你现在可以离开

或许他在不久的将来会是个有钱人
但是，
那时候的他
或许‘眼光’也会高一点了

Euu....

2010-09-18T23:28:00.003+08:00

I hate this!
The moment I log on my facebook and I see this.
"Babe, I love You", "I miss you", "I what what what you"
This make me feel like I am going to puke on your FACE!
Euu.........!!!! This is so disgusting okay, babe?
Please lar.... We all know both of you are sweet.

OR

"I'm sick. Sorethroat, fever, coughing"
wrote any kind of sickness you have
wrote till like you are going to faint anytime
and keep on repeating the same thing over and over for a week.
For one or twice it's okay lar hor....
But some almost a week.
Enough of caring from people.
It make me feel so childish when I saw this.
I know you are sick! EVERYBODY ON EARTH KNEW IT!

Please share something meaningful.
Nobody want to know what happened on you every hour, every minute, every second.

Yea. I am talking about you. It's YOU!
Duh...

哭过就好了 By:梁文音

2009-12-21T18:00:00.001+08:00

不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我
没有感受
看你微妙的变化
慢慢不同
我不是生气
只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释
越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说
你会这么做
是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信
所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱
为了牵手
不是为了争吵
为了掉头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限
所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌
想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

Where should I stand in your heart?

2009-10-23T13:27:00.001+08:00

Once again,
I know it clearly.
Deep inside your heart,
I am nothing.
There is no space for me in your heart.
There are spaces for your job,
your party time,
your friends...
But there's just no space for me
I don't know where I should stand
Outside your heart?
Each time when i've decide to stay outside your heart,
You pulled me in once again
And each time when you I feel settle down in your heart,
you pushed me out again.
This go on over and over again.
I know I am a loser
Cause I don't have a nerve to leave everytime
you want me back
I am a loser too
because everytime I cannot stay firm on my own decision
I am a loser too
because I just cannot persuade myself to be firm on my opinion
Those crying and argueing...
I hate the scene everytime i think back
I've try to change myself for you
But you never feel contented for what I have done
Sometime I really feel nothing
My words are like rubbish
You never listen
You never even bother
Sometime there really some bad words which I wish I could scream it out loudly
Let you know my anger
I am holding back my anger towards you each time
And....
What I found is that I am really STUPID!!!

My newborn nephew, Joshua!

2009-09-22T14:50:00.004+08:00

Seeing that my nephew was born, it make me really know that our God is really mighty. He makes all the things so great for us. Happiness feels our family when this little Joshua was born. His birth really bring the whole family to undergo God's non stop blessings keep on filling and working in my family.

My name is Joshua Su. I am only two days old. I loves sleeping. So stop talking to me when I am having my nice sleep. I know I am cute as many people said so. Haha. Anyway, nice to meet you all.

Isn't that he is cute? This photo was taken only after a few hours after he was born. He is so chubby and his skin is so fair. Maybe it is because of the coconout drinks which my sister drink a lot when she was pregnant.

Goodbye lyrics

2009-09-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

Songwriters: Armato, Antonina; Cyrus, Miley Ray; James, Tim;

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

But I remember those simple thingsI
remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down'
Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
But I remember the simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye

双栖动物歌词

2009-09-08T16:40:00.001+08:00

双栖动物歌词
爱情如果真的是束缚
为何你们爱的轻松自如
你说你天生爱孤独
两人生活有点太辛苦
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在充满爱的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
很想哭,哭完无助
我发狠我一个相处
你不愿搬回从前去处
就算哭,也一样没帮助
我被困在一个人的小屋
多想要追又不等你安抚
眼前是什么路
已看不清楚
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在有你的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
oh~你的脚步,
在不远处我
反复将自己说服
就算最终这一场爱的催眠术
no~结局~依然无助

Hate That I Love You lyrics

2009-09-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

作词：李焯雄作曲：王力宏编曲：吴庆隆

2009-09-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

第一个清晨

光透进来把梦刷白
舍不得你会醒过来
不要现在
昨夜走太快 Wo

说不上来
隐隐烫在胸口一块
吻你脸颊
证明此刻真的存在

是你让我相信爱
对我慷慨 yeah ho
是爱我们是注定不是意外·

这是爱我们的爱
还不确定却好实在
把你贴在胸怀　
静静的代替表白　
再不愿放开　
　
这是爱给你的爱　
没名字却停不下来　
在忐忑里期待　
雀跃中想到未来　
是你我才明白　
这就是爱　
　
但梦远在　小心不让你醒过来　
也许现在就是永恒的未来 Wo　
第一个我们的清晨
比任何默契都私密的无限可能
言语都显得太浮浅

Vanessa Hudgens : Gotta Go My Own Way Lyrics

2009-09-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days

Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
Is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But when I got my hopes up
And I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns grey
And it's just too hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away

I'm leaving today
Cause I gotta do what best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here, I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now, I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
You know I never wanted to hurt you

And what about me?
What am I suppose to do?
I gotta go but I'll miss you

鸵鸟 By Suki 刘淑怡

2009-09-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

话题越来越少
争吵都省略掉
说话的语调
像陌生人闲聊
相处时间变少
见面都是遇到
惯性的拥抱
像陌生人问好
一天一点画面重叠
我们都无力去遮掩
情节慢慢的伸延
眼看就快要深陷
选择逃避当妥协

被爱追逐成鸵鸟
没有终点的逃跑
结果还是摆脱不了
自己设下的圈套
被爱追逐成鸵鸟
慌然失措的潜逃
结果是疲惫与徒劳

我想我们都不要
让自己藏在幻觉里面
试着把真实欺骗
抬起头伤害得更真切
爱的危险谁也不能幸免
其实我们都知道结束就好
更好

无条件为你

2009-09-02T15:39:00.002+08:00

贞女烈女豪放女主题曲　
作曲：Lee Shang Ho
作词：张天成编曲：王豫民　
爱你等于拥有一片天空
任何风吹草动
都有你存在
其中自然而然的轻松
一路到夏天的尾声
无所谓
到过于激动
我们有笑容
我们曾心动
不再是无动于衷
无条件为你不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强
相信你的眼神
不敢想不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂
如此沸腾
为我爱的人
喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯　
我愿尽力完成
你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任　
爱一个人付出才会完整　
无条件
越爱就越深永远不分

加油吧！

2009-09-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

心里有许多说不出口的话。
憋在心里，
一直让我的心隐隐作痛。
看着电脑的空白荧幕
不知该写什么才好
告诉自己不要在意
那是以前的事情了
现在你的心里只有我
我必须对你有信心才对
可是
每当我很努力地说服自已时
飘来的声音却告诉我说‘你输了’
看着你们甜蜜的留言
心都碎了
再回想自己对你所付出的
我真的觉得我输了
在你心里
我永远只是个小孩
我想要相信你
可是
却有人比我更爱你
有人比我更关心你
有人比我更了解你
那些我不该看到的留言以及一切
一直纠缠着我不放
那一排一排的字
一直出现在我眼前
那些相片
在我脑海里擦也擦不掉
看着自己跟你的照片
再看着那一排一排
你跟她的留言
这种心情
你永远不会懂的
头抬起来
让眼泪倒流进心里
深呼吸
继续往前走
这是我现在必须做的

Unsecure...

2009-08-27T21:09:00.002+08:00

I don't know why
I just feel so unsecure after seeing all those messages
I know I shouldn't be thinking like that
I know that I should have faith in you
I know that I should trust you more than anything
But I just can't
I just feel like it was threatening me
I hate the feeling
I just feel very unsecure
I try not to bother
I try not to think about it
But it just couldn't keep me from feeling unsecure
I am afraid to lose you
I may be not be that understanding as ...............
I may not be that perfect as ..............
I may not be as caring as ..................
I may not be as loving as ..............
I should stop thinking about all that
I should stop comparing between me and .............
as I don't want to be like .............
I just want to be myself
Just live out myself
Not following what ............. did for you
I am who I am
I am ME,
not .......................
If i lost you I won't be regretting
as I am who I am when I am with you
At least I do not imitate somebody and treat you the way like they did
I don't dare to think about the promise you gave me
All that just seems to be so perfect
But I know there won't be anything as perfect as all that
I won't put my hopes high up for it
I don't want any disappointment
I just want to enjoy every moment when I am with you
At least I did treat you sincerely
At least I did love you with all my heart
At least I never did anything which betray you
I feel contented with all that already

What's going on??!!

2009-07-17T22:22:00.005+08:00

I am lost
I don't know where am I now
What should I do
I need someone who will really care for me
I am tired
I am worn off
I want something which can motivate me now
I need shelter
I need comfort
I want to feel tight and safe
I need someone who could really lend me a shoulder
for me to cry to
I need someone who can take away all my worries
I need someone who really did cherish me
I want something
I am really tired of giving and giving
I need something to recharge
I want to go back to my own pace of life
I want to live just for myself for one day
I want to stop missing someone that badly
I don't dare to have any high hope
As i know there would be disappointment
When everything seems like going on fine
but it doesn't
There will always be something bad happen
When I really do feel the comfort and care
It just wouldn't last long
The things I want is easy
Just cares, comfort and shelter
But everytime when I almost grab it
It just disappear
I don't want any pity
I want a person who really did care for me everyday
Not just when something going on wrong
Not that I want everything to be fair and square
But just that i need something back too
I feel empty after I keep on giving
I want to know what I am doing now worth or not
I don't want to do it for nothing
What is going on me?
Lost my mind?
I feel like I am not myself
I want the old me to come back
Stop crying cause crying won't help anything
I am tired
Where am I?
What am I suppose to do now?

乱乱乱！

2009-06-21T22:49:00.002+08:00

不知道最近为何会为了一些小事就哭了
心情很烦
只想能够一个人静静的
全部都不要来烦我
功课走开！
寂寞走开！
无聊滚蛋！
悲伤滚蛋！
全部都给我
滚! 滚! 滚!
好烦啊！
啊～啊～啊～
无形的压力
随着我形影不离
好想好想好好的发泄
好想好想能够痛痛快快地玩一遍
不许顾虑时间
不许顾虑功课
不许顾虑一切！
学业，
感情...
一直一直地缠住我！
透不过气
有时真的很希望自己可以自私一点
不许顾虑这么多东西
自己好就好了...
可是为什么就是不行？
好乱
好乱！

妥协蔡依林

2009-06-14T20:02:00.001+08:00

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协
到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡我
不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

倒带蔡依林

2009-06-03T17:14:00.002+08:00

我受够了等待你所谓的安排
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外
却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开
哭着求我留下来

说不出的感受

2009-06-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

累了，
一个人静下来
前后的努力与拼命以为会带来满足感
但是，
为何飘来的感觉却是一股强烈的空虚？
突然，
很多问题开始在我脑海打转
从学业到感情还有许许多多的事物
突然觉得
我根本不懂自己在做什么
完全毫无目标地在向前走
这如此强烈的空虚是我不曾有过的
好像欠缺了什么似的
但，
又不明白也不懂那到底是什么
顿时觉得自己失去了反向
也没有了目标
这让我做什么都缺乏了推动力
好想把心里的话说出来
可是
自己却又不懂该从哪里说起
又该怎么去表达这种感受
一切东西显得忽远忽近
让我无法清楚地去摸索
我该怎样去面对外面的事物？
该走哪一条路我真的不知道
每天过着毫无目标的生活似乎太无意义了吧？

爱，到底是什么？

2009-05-31T01:38:00.003+08:00

凌晨俩点了
全部人都已在自己的梦里
好梦，恶梦
给我都无所谓
我只想现在已在自己的梦里
什么都不用想
眼泪
我好讨厌你
为什么总是不听我的使唤拼命的往下流？
察干了眼泪
却又在不自觉中我的脸庞又湿了
爱，请问我该怎么走？
为什么你要在我最难挨的时候来找我？
爱，
可以把你从谷底拉出来
但，
却又可以瞬间狠狠地把你推下去
爱，
就是可以这样的残忍
一直一直对你肆虐
一直一直掌控着你的情绪
让你做什么都觉得空虚
爱，
难道需要一直计算对方所付出的吗？
爱，
难道是单方面的明白与体会就够了吗？
爱，到底是什么？
我不明白
好不容易收拾好受伤的心情
勇敢地接受新的一份爱
但是，
爱就好像是一直一直
的在提醒着我过去的伤口
让我瞬间好想放弃这份爱
我要的东西真的很简单
我只想要被珍惜
可是，
往往在你身边的事物却远远比我还要重要
我在你生命中，
真的如此没有价值？
属世的事物真的有那么重要吗？
比你走的慢的脚步
你只是在前头为我加油，打气
从来不了解我很累
没有力气跟着你
泪水滑过脸颊
很快的，我立刻把它察掉
不想被你看到
我那愚蠢的样子
爱你，
.............................
我不知道要怎样去爱你
更不知道
我要怎样走下去
好想赶快离开这里
至少
思念比现在还来的简单
至少，
不会有人打扰你
至少，
想见你的心很快的就会麻木
至少，
我可以到没有人认识我的地方
静静的想念你
慢慢地去享受想一个人的滋味
也许，
我的离去
可以让我们更清楚知道自己要的是什么
又或许，
你会有更好的选择...

College life...

2009-05-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

What I can say about my college life is
DAMN TORTURING!!!
I am really tired...
The timetable like.....
SHIT
So pack...
So many test...
So many assignment
And today is only my second day
and I am here
SICK
Shit....

因为

2009-05-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

歌手：范玮琪专辑：范范的世界

总在我家巷口和你分手
彷佛偶像剧一样
觉得我们就要发生些什么
总在回家时候不知所措
想再打电话给你
可是再见刚刚才说过
有一种想要拥抱你的冲动
想静静看着你的笑容
让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头因
为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊
因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
像夜的朦拢
你的深情难懂
我的世界
因为你而不同
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
像风的自由
你的深情难留
你的背影是我最美丽的所有

Relieve...

2009-05-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

Thanks to GOD
My mom is recovering...
Today is the third day she was admitted to hospital
But she id doing fine...
Just a little bit of fever.
She would really be fine after a few more days
Remember what happened on Monday night
I was scared to death...
She was half unconsious when we sent her into hospital
Go high fever which is forty degree
She keep on sweating...
And she don't even have energy to lift her hand up when we are helping her changing
She don't even recognised us
She forget all the things....
I was in tears...
Feel sorry for my mom
Make me feel guilty seeing her suffering
She don't remember anythings
I pray and pray and pray
We rush to hospital....
The doctor check on her...
Asking her questions and some of it she cannot even answer.
After several hours...
Here come the result....
Virus infection...
The virus went into her blood so therefore causing her to be unconsious
The doctor gave her antibiotics injection
I feel relieve after knowing that she can be cured
I stay at hospital everyday.
Looking after her...
Although it is tiring but I feel happy when I see her getting better each day
I have to wake up early in the morning
Bring my brother go to school and then I am off to hospital
Exchange shift with my father for he needs to go to work
My father...
The best husband I can say
I think he is the most exhausted person
He take care of my mum really well
Haha.
And a great father...
I think my mum's illness bought us all together
Strengthen our family bond
And faith towards GOD

Keep holding on to HIM

2009-05-11T17:04:00.001+08:00

So many terrible things happen these few days
My mom went sick...
Very very very sick
I am worried about her
We went to seek for many doctors
Suddenly,
I feel like I really cannot do anything
I feel so useless
I feel like crying when I saw my mom's pale face
When I saw her walking without enough energy
Watching her vomiting
I really don't know what can I do
But pray...
I keep on praying
I know GOD will lead my family through this hardship
I should keep holding on to HIM
for I know HE will give me strength to walk through this valley
GOD did comfort my family
We did not feel like it is the end of the world
Have FAITH in HIM
This is what my father told me
He will cure mom, said my father.
Oh LORD in heaven,
please take away all the sickness from my mom
I will keep on praying
I know that GOD is listening to me
HE is doing something
I think HE has HIS own plan for my family
and I believe that it will be a good plan no matter what happen
I will keep holding on to HIM
no matter what happen
for I know HE will never leave us alone
HAVE FAITH IN HIM and I will find everything going on smoothly

What Can I Do

2009-05-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

Words and Music by: PAUL BALOCHE and GRAHAM KENDRICK

When I see the beauty of a sunset's glory

Amazing artistry across the evening sky

When I feel the mystery of a distance galaxy

It awes ang humbles me to be loved by a GOD so high

What can I do?

But thank you

What can I do?

But give my life to you

Halelujah Halelujah

What can I do?

But praise you

Everyday make everything I do

A halelujah A halelujah halelujah

When I hear the story of a GOD of mercy

Who shared humanity and suffered by our side

of the cross they nailed you to

that could not hold you

Now you are making all things new

by the power of your risen life

What can I do?

But thank you

What can I do?

But give my life to you

Halelujah halelujah

What can I do?

But praise you

Everyday make everything I do

A halelujah a halelujah halelujah

Sien....

2009-04-24T17:24:00.001+08:00

Damn boring...
Arh...
So moody...
Shit shit shit.

Thanks a lot

2009-04-23T21:37:00.006+08:00

Feel secure to have you around
Feel good to have you fooling around with me
You are there to hold me when I am down
There to support me when I feel fed up
Make me laugh when everything going wrong
Keep me accompany when I feel sad
There for me when I feel like crying
Always make sure me that I eat healthy
Haha
No Maggie Mee.
This is what you always told me
Drink more water
while you yourself doesn't do it
You are there by my side when everyone is leaving me
You are there with me no matter what happen
I feel great to have you by my side
I feel being loved and being appreciate
Like to look at you when you are doing your work seriously
Like to disturb you when you are concentrating your work
Appreciate every moment being with you
You care about me
You understand my feeling when nobody did
You never blame me even if I did not tell you the truth when we first met
To my surprise,
You actually did understand my feeling that time
And you had given me space and time to tidy up my mess
And you actually wait for me
You were there when I am sick
Remember the day when you come and visit me when I am sick
You even bring porridge for me
I was touched
Nobody had ever treat me like that
I know that I had a feeling for you
but I don't want to show it
I don't want to ruin the perfect moment with you
Thanks God
He brings you into my life
when I am miserable
He showed me that someone was there to care for me
and love me
Really feel happy to be with you
You are the best...
Thanks for walking into my life.
Love you much!

College life, here I come!!!

2009-04-19T13:52:00.002+08:00

Argh....!!!!
Finally,
everything settle down.
Preparing myself for college life now.
It won't gonna be that hard
as I know my friends were there to support me.
Thanks,
Winnie and Vivian.
Even though you guys are not
going to study with me
as we planned on the first place
However,
I know that we can all go through this together.
Remembering the time when we are
busy making our decision and plans.
In dilemma,
it's torturing.
But we manage to sort this out.
So,
I am sure we can go through
another challenge this time.
Gonna take this challenge together ya.
Remind me to study more ya!
Haha.
Stop me from playing.
College life,
finally here I come

Duh...

2009-04-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

I feel like I am really wasting my time this days.
Many of my friends start their school ages ago.
However,
here I am.
Posting nonsense in my blog.
I guess this is what I really enjoy during this long holiday.
I am going to start school soon.
New life, college life.
I can't wait.
Feel thrill but on the other hand i feel lost.
I don't know what should I do.
Everything gonna start with zero.
No friends...
Gonna mix with some new friends.
Afraid that I cannot cope with my studies.
I think it will gonna be hard for me cause I am hard
to suit myself in new situation.
Going to college seems to be my dream when I were
in secondary school.
Time pass real fast
And now,
I am a college student.
I cannot remember the time when I
use to fool around in my secondary school with friends.
And now,
here I am.
Standing in front of the college gate wondering
where to go and where should I start.
I feel really lonely.
Nobody to walk with me and the path looks hard and long.
Hardships....
Challenges....
No kidding.
I am now a college students.
I have my dream to pursue.
And it is tough.
In dilemma right now...
I want some help and support.
Junction...
Junction in life...
Too hard for me.
Decision...
I hate it!!!
Duh...

我的学校...

2009-04-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

好无聊...
突然想起了我的学校
好久没到学校去了
因为，
我不再是那里的学生了
现在总于算是
Ex Townian了...
好想它
好想再回到学校上课
想起一帮同学
上课时赶着昨天的功课
由于懒惰
所以上课时赶功课是很长见的现象
想起我与同学
在班上打打闹闹的日子
常常被老师训
想起我与同学
上课时都聚在后面讲话
想起，
要考试时大家忙着温习功课的时候
想起，
大家一起做Add Math的时候
想起，
大家一起玩的时候
想起，
上课时大家喊热的时候
想起，
上Sejarah时大家爱睡的模样
许多的点点滴滴
那种回忆
是我一辈子也无法忘记的
真的好怀念
那种生活真的很有意义
每天都发生着不一样的事情
更令我难忘的是
朋友与朋友之间的感情
可以如此的脆弱也可以如此的刚强
我知道
在我朋友之间其实大家都还是会关心着彼此
只是，
没有人会愿意表现出来
记得，
有位朋友遇见困难时，
那时候，
无需一句话
大家都付出关心与鼓励
那种关系
是如此的美妙
无需言语
却带来了一丝丝的安慰以及鼓励
是因为学校，
我们建立了如此美好的友谊
现在，
经过学校，
我只能从车窗
远远地望着它
看着它远远的消失在我的眼前
那种感觉...
不知该怎么说
留下的只有遗憾
因为，
在我拥有它的时候
我从没好好珍惜过...

当幸福来敲门时...

2009-04-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

幸福...
说来就来...
说走就走...
好难预测...
但，
我很肯定现在幸福就在我身边
紧紧捉住它
不让它再悄悄从我身边溜走
珍惜现在的每一分每一秒
有你在我身边一切都非常美好
好几次，
你的一举一动都令我快红了双眼
四年了，
我为了一个无畏的人付出
但，
他从来没珍惜过
当我难过时，
在我身边鼓励我的肯定是你
真的感到无比的感动
终于明白
原来幸福是这样的
终于体会到原来被爱的感觉是这样的
但是，
对你，
我只能说抱歉...
对不起，
我一直被过去捆绑着...
我无法完全付出我的爱
不是因为我还爱他
而是，
我害怕又被重重的伤了一次
现在，
我决定了
我要用我全心来真正的好好爱你
不管最后换来的是好是坏
我只想好好的爱你
抛开过去
现在想的全都是你
当幸福来敲门时...
打开门，
看见是你，
我只能在心底感到极大的安慰
因为
我知道，
我要找的人就是你

怨. 气. 恨

2009-04-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

我好难好难受...
说得再多，
解释得再多，
也都没用。
我不明白，
为何没做错
却要比他受更多的委屈呢？
别人对我的误解，
别人对我的眼光，
别人对我的批评...
这些真的够了！
好难受，
真的快要透不过气了
面对人，
我可以伪装我自己
我可以当做没事发生
做我自己
表面显得好像不在乎别人对我的看法
其实，
我在乎得很
只要我一个人静下来后
都会觉得
这个世界太不公平了
付出的再多
别人永远不会知道
人，
从来只看表面的事
从不更深入地去了解
为何是我？
为何不是你呢？
跟你在一起，
所受的痛，所受的伤
你是否记得？
多次哀求你不要再这样对我
可是你却一次又一次地挑战我的极限
简直不可理喻
我也不明白，
为何我一次又一次的放纵你
一次又一次的让你无条件的伤害我
我所受的，所付出的
我真的后悔
没有人能了解
只懂得说我变心了
不好，难听的话都是给我的
一句鼓励的话
好久没在我耳边出现
好想放声地大哭，
好想痛痛快快地发泄
我无法走出你所带给我的伤痛
即使我知道
现在有人爱我，珍惜我，疼我
但是，
我还是很怕同样的伤痛
会再次拉开我的伤疤
我对我自己失去了信心

感激您，爸爸！

2009-04-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

刚刚跟老豆聊了一下
聊了读书的事项
我要开学了
这意味着我爸需要更努力
赚钱来负担我的学费
我的学费，
真的好贵喔！
不只负担我个人的，
他还需要预备我弟的学费
我们俩个人的开销
可说是重重地压在他的肩膀上
但是，
我从来没听过他怨
只是一个人默默地承担
自己鞋坏了，衣服破了
也不愿意买新的给自己
为的是把钱省下来
为我们读书做准备
那天，
但他在驾车时
突然又发现他的白发变多了
脸上虽然工作后显得疲惫
却依然露出他的笑容跟我们说话
顿时，
突然觉得我亏欠了他
眼泪跟着也在眼眶里打转
我赶紧吸一口气
让眼泪倒流进心里
不想被他看见我愚蠢的模样
好多时候都会怪爸为什么对我们如此的严厉
但是，
我知道这一切都是为了我们好
我跟我自己做了个约定
我一定要努力把我的书读好
不再像以前那样不用功
我会努力
不会辜负你对我的期望
还有，
我肯定会报答你对我的养育之恩
我知道，
就算我再怎样报答你
也比不上你在我生命中
为我预备的一切
万分的感激
除了感激还是只能感激
谢谢你，
我最亲爱的爸爸！

成长...

2009-04-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

成长...
...................
我不知该怎么说才好
突然想起以前的我
慌然大悟
好像在生命中有好大好大的改变
而且
这一切都是在
不知不觉中蜕变而成的
突然好想回到以前的我
没烦恼，
每天活在自己的世界
无需为将来着想
现在呢？
做每一个决定都是为了将来
深怕
一旦做错了决定
那该怎么办呢？
我好讨厌做决定！
讨厌！
可是人总该学习成长
为自己将来的事做个打算
但是，
这一切的转变
对我来说一切都来得太快
做了好多事情
可是从来没好好地享受
想到眼前的日子
就觉得压力好大
什么都要靠自己
必须出来社会
社会的考验应该是非常艰难的吧？
我不能再像以前那样依偎着父母
知道人生的道路艰难
我还是会选择好好去过我的一生
不会逃避
但是，
时间可以跑慢一点吗？
这好像是不可能的

李玖哲-爱不需要理由

2009-03-29T15:01:00.000+08:00

哪里能找到永远温暖的拥抱
谁在牵挂着孤单远行疲倦的红娘
哪里能找到受伤时候的依靠
有谁能让我烦恼的事都不再烦恼
爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
为我敞开的双手
爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
只有家为我等候
有一种味道能让我想起年少
有一座城堡包容原谅所有的争吵
爱不需要理由
懂得珍惜就能够拥有
为我敞开的双手
爱不需要理由懂
得珍惜就能够拥有
只有家为我等候
这爱无法取代
不求回报的关怀
原来爱一直都在
原来家一直都在 oh yeah

这一次真的可以不爱了

2009-03-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

不知为何
听了这首歌
心中的感触特别的深
好几次
眼泪不停的在眼眶里打转
抬起头，深一口气
试着别让眼泪往下流
可是
眼泪还是不听我的使唤拼命的往下流
在这段感情中挣扎了好多次
放？还是不放？
好多次，
下了决心后却后悔
一切都是因为舍不得
我们之间的裂痕越来越深
我很清楚知道
我们不能再爱了
终于勇敢的做出决定
虽然
我知道有好多人反对我的决定
但，
至少我现在比从前快乐
比从前更自由
至少现在的生活是我喜欢的
我不需要在流泪
我不需要在承受任何压力
我不需要再有任何的挣扎
我更清楚知道有更好的人一直在我身边徘徊
我找回从前的我
现在的我
可以尽情享受我的人生

可以不爱了梁文音

2009-03-27T11:35:00.000+08:00

让窗户通通都打开
让阳光通通都照进来
让风放肆的吹伞我身上的尘埃
把你的过去变腐坏
把你的溺爱藏起来
把你的所有都搬到我房间以外
现在是三点钟
你应该还没醒呢
这有点刺眼的光线
会不会打扰你呢梦不会实现了
我应该要醒了
我不该只懂得配合
你习惯短暂的温热
我努力要自己避开
和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯
处在我快乐的界外
我何尝不是一个人
来决定爱的延长赛
奈何总是勉强对自己
有一个善良的交代
我努力要自己躲开
你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯
得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人
吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了
你却说舍不得
离开你欲走还留的眼睛
我要我忍住在一次抱你
躲开你
转身以後的消息
这一次我可以
我努力要自己避开
和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯
处在我快乐的界外
我努力要自己躲开
你给我的伤心地带
但是又和失去拉扯
得到的全都是意外
到现在还是一个人
吞噬着自己的能耐
到最後我可以不爱了
你却说舍不得
你可以不爱了
别说舍不得

想念

2009-03-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

虽然你今天才走
但是对你的想念却是有增无减
讨厌这种感觉
甜甜的却又带点苦涩...
做什么都无精打采
一直慌神
拿起手机看到你的名字...
似乎它也在提醒我对你的想念有多深
看到你的照片更让我知道
我又在想念你了
你走时
我真的是百般的不舍
好想紧紧捉住你
不让你走
好想把你永远留在我身边
但是我知道
硬不让你走的举动是非常不成熟的做法
你是去做些重要的事
常常提醒自己不可过于依赖你
不想成为你成功的绊脚石
只能在你需要我的时候给予鼓励
认识你我学会了好多东四
感谢你出现在我生命里
让我在最失落时
让我重新找回真正的自己
在我最需要人来关心的是后
你在我身边
对你感激万分
我会努力的实现我的理想
要你与我一起感受这份骄傲

Dry Your Eyes Sang by 梁文音

2009-03-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

当你又等待
另一天就这样过去
夜里又醒来
觉得被全世界遗弃
当你不明白
为何爱会突然离去
沉默的呐喊
听见的却只有自己
而当某天某人陪着曾是你的爱
一种莫名的痛蓦然侵入揉碎你的心
Baby dry your eyes
虽然爱情让你哭
也还放不开
已经失去的幸福
没有了期待
却突然更明白
眼前还有必须继续的未来
Baby dry your eyes
纵然爱情真的苦
心中的悲哀
相信有天会结束
没有了依赖
却看得更明白
已经太疲惫的自己
还是要坚强的自己
如此脆弱却又真实的存在

Damai Trip ^^

2009-03-24T17:02:00.000+08:00

Damai trip....
Hmm...
I wanna go with my buddies again.
Fun! Really enjoy myself very very very much.
I haven't been so happy for a long time
Thanks to my friends a lotz...
They are very funny.
I am late to Damai and the ticket was with me.
Of course, that Stanley so angry.
Haha
Sorry lar...
I got things to do mar...
When we went into our room
the first thing which everybody do is.....
Snatching the bed
If not u have to sleep on the couch like Ah Liang
Haha^^
Sorry ar Liang
But we let you go and eat the buffet wor
We only eat maggie mee ar
After snatching the bed we spend our time lying on the bed watching TV
What a boring activity...
After that,
We all went to the beach
Kolien Ah Xiao..
Got bully by all of us
They make him lie on the sand and started to put the sand on his body
You guys know what you guys did on his body lar hor...
Hehe
What a 'creative arts'.
We spend our time swimming in the ocean, the pool, playing volleyball and football
We went buntal eat that night
But kolien kenny, emilia and boon liang again
They eat da bao
Cause my cars not enough seat
Tat night we take photo on the beach together
Then we spend our night chatting in the room
Fooling around and the boys fart around
So smelly
we girls wanna pengsan already
That Kenny dance stupiak dance
I laugh till my stomach very painful
We sleep early that night cause we are too tired after fooling around like crazy people
Got a lot of funny things happen during that trip
Very happy
Really cherish the moment with all of you
Got a lot to say but dun noe where should I start
But the memories with you guys will never fade away
Good luck my dearest friends....

朋友...

2009-03-24T16:17:00.001+08:00

TO:
5C班的buddy们

这阵子真的发生了好多好多的东西
在生命中做了重要的选择
感情，升学，等等...
好疲惫...
现在的心情好些
多谢我的朋友们。
很珍惜我们在一起的时光
虽然只是短短的时间
但是你们总是为我带来了不少欢笑
好像回到学校一起上学
人真的很奇怪...
总要在失去后才会珍惜
以前我们每天都见面，
却不懂得去珍惜
现在呢，.....
多怀念过去啊...
真的好想好想再回到那时候的生活
但是，
在这个世界上，
很多东西都不是永恒的
现在，
我们都在个忙各的...
很快的各自都要往自己的路
继续自己的理想。
有的甚至已经离开了这里
我只能感叹...
好的东西总是在转眼间就消失了
甚至在你还没来得及回头看的时候
已经消失的无影无踪
朋友，
你们所带来的欢笑我会永远记得
感谢你们在我的生命中出现
希望我们的友谊不会因为距离而消失
就算真的消失也好，
我会牢牢地记住你们
曾经带给我欢笑的朋友们
加油！
勇敢地去追逐你们的理想
祝福你们...
永远的朋友

Forgive and Forget...

2009-03-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

I don't know why they will treat me like this...
Why are them so bad?
I didn't do anything wrong.
I am just making the right decision for myself and everybody
I don't want anybody to get hurt anymore
Everything should come to an end
But it seems like nobody will understand me
They didn't know how much i suffer
I struggle myself to let go
I struggle myself to forget
I struggle myself to forgive and
I struggle myself not to cry...
What did I get at last?
Please stop getting me into trouble...
I beg...
It is too much for me
I can't take it anymore
All i really need now is understanding and care
That's all i want
Nothing else...
I hate you guys...
Cause you all accused the people I cherish the most for nothing
Stop making some stupid guess
You guys are eventually hurting other people.
Did you guys realise that?
I am guilty about it.
I never did anything bad to you guys.
I told myself to forget everything that they had done to me
Tell myself that you guys are not doing it for purpose
I forgive
Each time I gain my faith on you guys but
eveytime my faith was hit hard by you guys
Stop challenging my patience
I really treat you guys sincerely
A person I cherish
call me to forgive you guys
I am working hard on it
I promise myself to forget and forgive
This is only what I can do.

哎...

2009-03-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

为什么？
现在的生活真的很烦
一切也都只能怪我自己
我恨，我怨，
没有人会明白我的
现在别人对我的眼光.......
唉....
我只能说
好难好难受...
我做错了什么？
我只是结束这一切
这样，
对我，对他，都好
可是，
似乎没有人会明白
人总要在失去了才会学习珍惜
我和他所受的已经够多了
我毁灭这一切
才能真正的清醒
后悔当初所作的决定，
不理智的决定
辛好，
懂得及时走出来
或许，
这也是成长的过程
不管他所留给我的回忆是好是坏
我都会珍惜
我会牢牢地记在我的脑海中
你在我的生命中
写下了一页
这是连我自己都否认不了的事实

回忆。。。

2009-03-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

放手，
或许是我对的选择，
我们都累了
其实，
我应该更早放手。
只后悔当初我没有勇气说出口
舍不得，
是难免的...
但,惟有放下一才是对你最好的
只能说，
我跟不上你的脚步
真的好累好累
我已不知道泪水在眼眶里打转了几回
我只知道，
我已厌倦了
爱，
已不再我们当中
我对你，
不再是从前那样
对不起，
我对你许下的承诺我没办法做到
我不想麻木的在爱
现在的我，
比从前更好，更自由
或许你会误会，
我也不想再解释
解释得越多就变成掩饰
忘了我，
从新开始你的生活
你会发现没有我会更好。
你现在应该会非常的讨厌我
我也无能为力。
诚心的祝福你。。
在未来的生活加油！

朋友，坚强点。。。

2008-11-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

又有一位朋友伤透了心
很多东西我们不能掌控
有时，真的无法接受突然而来的悲痛
那种痛失是没有人能理解的
虽然身边有许多人陪着
但是，还是觉得身边好像少了什么东西
一个人夜里静静的哭
死神真的很可怕
顺间就带走我们身边最爱的人
我们永远预料不到会发生的事情
也许，
早上我们还看到我们最爱的人跟我们在一起
但是，
下一秒呢？
也许那个人永远将会消失在我们生命中
从此只能成为回忆
如此的事情我们应该如何去接受呢？
我们只能坚强的继续活下去
让一切的悲痛都成为过去
朋友，坚强点！
从新站起来！

黑白配

2008-05-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

作词:范玮琪作曲:范玮琪

太阳晒的我眼睛睁不开
你的好脾气让我心情坏不起来
下雨下的我眼神发呆
你的道歉听着听着我都快要笑出来
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
有时候我会感觉非常累
有时候也会不知觉把你拖累
你有时会说我们不配
只要能依偎
真的真的我什么都无所谓
谁说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
钢琴也是黑白键
一样能看出
我对你只有满满的感谢
也许黑永远不明白
在这个彩色的世界
有你我才会存在

保持微笑

2008-05-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

s.h.e
又一个朋友被伤了心
她哽咽着问我哪里才有爱情
心疼的把她搂在怀里
说不哭不哭我却先红了眼睛
失恋在这城市里到处横行
天使又一再失约
从来没降临
让我们保持微笑
给寂寞的人一些依靠
我们要保持微笑
给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
又一个朋友计划远行
他剪短了头发说要遗忘过去
听着他故作洒脱语气
我知道他去的地方
叫做逃避

Whole NEW me, whole NEW life

梦想...

Euu....

哭过就好了 By:梁文音

Where should I stand in your heart?

My newborn nephew, Joshua!

Goodbye lyrics

双栖动物 歌词

Hate That I Love You lyrics

作词：李焯雄 作曲：王力宏 编曲：吴庆隆

Vanessa Hudgens : Gotta Go My Own Way Lyrics

鸵鸟 By Suki 刘淑怡

无条件为你

加油吧！

Unsecure...

What's going on??!!

乱乱乱！

妥协 蔡依林

倒带 蔡依林

说不出的感受

爱，到底是什么？

College life...

因为

Relieve...

Keep holding on to HIM

What Can I Do

Sien....

Thanks a lot

College life, here I come!!!

Duh...

我的学校...

当幸福来敲门时...

怨. 气. 恨

感激您，爸爸！

成长...

李玖哲-爱不需要理由

这一次真的可以不爱了

可以不爱了 梁文音

想念

Dry Your Eyes Sang by 梁文音

Damai Trip ^^

朋友...

Forgive and Forget...

哎...

回忆。。。

朋友，坚强点。。。

黑白配

保持微笑

双栖动物歌词

作词：李焯雄作曲：王力宏编曲：吴庆隆

妥协蔡依林

倒带蔡依林

可以不爱了梁文音